Thursday, March 4

post chemo

I don't think I need to say much here. As my day progressed yesterday the effects of the toxins in my body were felt, fully, and they followed me through the night. I'm doing better now, having purged myself onto this paper...

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  1. This image makes me think of the process of forging a sword. To become strong and ensure it's integrity, a sword is passed through the fire, beaten with hammers, dipped in cold water and then repeated again and again.

    Until it is done. Then it's strong and beautiful! The process isn't any fun but the end result is worth it. I really believe that...

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  2. There's a sense of strength in the painting to withstand the destructive force of fire. It reminded me of Sita, Ramas' wife in ancient story of the Ramayana who having endured countless indignities purifies herself by walking through fire and coming out full of grace and beauty.

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  3. Wow...love the superhero(ine) image...at least, that's what I thought of when I saw it (no doubt owing to my youth as a comic book geek)...so different at first glace from what you usually do, but somehow not so different at all...

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  4. Wow - this image is so fierce and powerful. There is a lot of vibrancy to the piece and this show the painful stuff being expunged (to me)- coming from the inside .... out. Sending you healing wishes x

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  5. Wow!! Such a powerful image of what you're going through! I pray that all will be well, my friend!

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  6. i dont miss your publishing, i really like your art, it is so strong!
    sending you positive and good for support you, healing wishes

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  7. This is an image showing amazing strength. She is standing firm. What is so touching is the fact that you can produce this work after just having chemo.

    Svastis comment really made an impression on me. I will pass it on to someone who is also on this journey.

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  8. oh my Karin, this is sooo powerful and strong! you are an eternal being and this is such an illustration of your true nature. I am in awe of you!! much love, bella!

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  9. Very powerful image, gentle healing hugs my friend!

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  10. I dont' know how it is possible for you to create such powerful stuff when you are feeling less than...You are amazing, Ms. Karin! I wondered about the tranquil fish and view from the window...I thought "this is not the chemo I have read about..." Yup, this image is more like it! YIKES!

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  11. Hi, I came here from Paige's. She was sure correct about your art! Absolutely amazing!!

    Wishing you peace today.

    Jannie

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  12. Your pages throughout this period have been so powerful. I imagine they have been cathartic too!

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  13. I see a strong warrior determined to overcome. I love this image! Sending you best wishes for your healing proecess, Karin.

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  14. Your latest image says it all, Karin. Sending love and healing vibrations. xx

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  15. Karin, you are indeed a superhero, as someone remarked. I think of the Tibetan fire puja ritual, of banishing negative energies through fire, to a state of purification. It seems to me that making this image may have been just such a ritual for you. I see your spirit standing strong. love and healing hugs to you.

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  16. Yes, the tempering of metals - that is a great analogy Svasti!! I love it, thank you.

    Thank you for that image, too Sevapuri. While I feel myself being twisted and thrust through this process physically, I can use my mind to imagine it being a process of grace - I can see Ramayana when I feel myself being most twisted, and find peace in the heat of the fire, know transformation is happening, and ultimately healing will occur. thank you.

    Leave it to you Dr Jay - Helping me to laugh with bringing me to the land of comics and laughter!! It doesn't feel like it's different to me, so it's interesting to see through another's eyes - thank you!

    thanks Zoe.

    You've got it Penny - that's how it feels to me physically - like toxins are fighting their way through my cells - clinging and tearing their way out - ouch! thank you for the healing thoughts.

    thank you Manon - they will, one way or another, they will!

    Oh, thank you Valerie, I appreciate that!

    Hi Robyn, yes, the forging of metals, tempering and strength coming from that heating and beating is a powerful one. I love how we come across the words of others on our blog travels, to share and help our friends on their journeys. Thank you for your support - I was fortunate and had this window of inspiration and break from the symptoms that allowed me to express, before the curtains closed in on me again and I returned to the comfort of bed...

    oh thank you cat - I feel it is a reflection of us all - the human condition. I see those suffering in Chile and Haiti, the chairs in the chemo room I shared, the middle east and our inner cities - yes, there is so much strength and bravery out there that I tap in to for my own strength...

    Thank you Jackie.

    Well Linda Sue, it is part of the chemo experience! It's an important part - the whole scope is good to remember and honor, I think. The fire and the funky fish :)

    Welcome Jannie, thanks for visiting!

    Yes, it is cathartic Seth. Thanks for your observations.

    Thank you Rosa - my inner super hero warrior is determined and holding strong :)

    many thanks Carol Anne, xoxo

    Hi Sharmon, I have often felt the fire as symbolizing a purification of my being during some of my most difficult times of need for healing - yes, the image fits that and creating if was the perfect fulfillment of that ritual. It felt like an empowering process to fulfill, even though I was experiencing nausea and pain- the image kept me focused with a healing clarity. Thank you for the words describing the process.

    And as always, I thank you all for truly reaching me in a way that elevates me. You touch my heart and help me to know that all is well; I am on the truest path of my life. with love and peace, Karin

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  17. Such a powerful image!......Fire is transformative...be well!
    ~Alicia

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  18. Such a powerful image!......Fire is transformative...be well!
    ~Alicia

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  19. I am always amazed at your ability to personify pain and make it beautiful in your art. Such a rare talent. I hope this meditative work is healing to you xxxJ

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