try as i might i haven't been able to deal wellwith what's happening in the gulf.crying jags,uninvited picturespenetrate my dream time,with suffocating and tortuous imagery.
my faith in humanity wavers
while my heart breaks
again and again.
i'm so grateful that today my hands were freed
from the gripping pain they've been in
so that I could process these feelings
in the way that brings me to the place
of peace that i've been seeking.
nothing has changed,
except in me.
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